Here's some shit I've made:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQR4YUsC7Rs

I didn't upload much recently because I've lost a lot of motivation.

I'm stuck with a big project that I barely started working on.

Let's be honest - I'll never start working hard on it. And even If I do, It's gonna be shit. Like any other project I have ever worked on. Always shit. Always not enough work. Too much distractions. Lazyness. Bad self-esteem.

Why am I like this?

Update: I'm gonna put that project on hold for now. I need to get better first.