Just finished scene 6, that's all there is to say.

Oh and I'm really tired. So that's a thing too, I guess.

Good thing the weekend is coming.

Sorry for posting this so late.

New scene 2 finished

Camera rework on all scenes (except scene 6) finished

Even though half of the day was spent finishing scene 2 I was still able to rework

all the cameras + add some sounds and change all the gunshots from black to white, because

white is more contrasting and makes it so it doesn't nearly as much blend into the environment.

When it comes to how I reworked the cameras, first I tried to write the exact place where it was and frames in notepad, but after some time I gave up on that since it appears that the built-in camera and the new vcam have different ways of displaying their current position (what) which meant that I couldn't just copy+paste all the numbers.

So, instead, I just tried to match the vcam with the camera movement of the .mp4 file of the movie on the side of the screen.

When it comes to scene 2, honestly I don't really like how it looks, but at least it establishes something.

Previously the movie was like: Wait what

And now it's: Oh. But this still doesn't make any s-

Aside from that, I used it to get my g r o o v e back.

Lol.

Tomorrow comes scene 6 and as much of scene 7 as possible.

And once again, good night everybody.

Today (10.09) there are good news and there are bad news.

The good news is that because of not staying up for so long yesterday I was able to function normally today.

The bad news is that because of not staying up for so long yesterday I wasn't able to make enough progress to finish scene 2 today.

You might say that I planned to finish scene 2 tomorrow in the plan anyway. It's true, but it also makes it so I have to finish all the camera rework the same day. And just now I'm starting to realize that this might not be possible.

If all goes well I should be able to make the camera rework in one full day.

Or maybe I'm just getting paranoid or something, Idk.

In any case, I will HAVE TO stay up for a long time tonight so I can finish or at least be really close to finishing scene 2. The alternative is to wake up early, but I doubt my morning-self will want to work on this, or really anything else for that matter.

Good night everybody.

Don't worry, this one's not going to be as long as the previous one.

Today (9.09) I animated and added sounds to the new scene 1, completing it.

Also made some work on scene 2, although only one kill.

I will most likely stay up again just to make sure I can finish scene 2 tomorrow.

After that comes the camera(s) rework, but that's going to be for later.

I'm was, however, way more tired today, which worsened my productivity and makes

staying up harder. I had some moments when I lost hope, but I will keep pushing.

May the Heh God have mercy on me.

I'm going to make report of how's the progress going every night.

Currently:

Remaking scene 1 and 2, Made 3 kills in total and close to finishing scene 1.

Here's the plan:

Yesterday (7.09): Started working, made one kill.

Today (8.09): So far made two kills, but aiming for 3.

Tomorrow (9.09): Finishing scene 1, doing as much as possible with scene 2.

After:

10.09 - Depending on how scene 2 is going to be, just try to make as much as possible, maybe even finish it if possible.

11.09 - Finish scene 2. Remake all the cameras.

12.09 - Finish scene 6. If possible, make as much progress on scene 7.

13.09 - Work on scene 7.

14.09 - Finish scene 7 and 8.

15.09 - Work on scene 9 h a r d.

16.09 - More work on scene 9.

17.09 - Finish scene 9.

18.09 - Work on scene 10.

19.09 - Try not to die, and work more on scene 10

20.09 - Finish scene 10.

21.09 - Make the ending.

22.09-23.09 - No time for polishing so I guess I will just publish it. Also have to figure out how to make an end card. Then I can die lol.

This is of course best case scenario i.e. school won't fuck me up.

Eh, you know what? school is not that important. Animation is what kept me going and was something to think about all this time, and by doing this I'm going to prove to myself that I'm capable of doing something.

There's also a second reason for this, but I'm going to keep it to myself, and maybe some close friends.

Thanks for reading this needlessly long news post.

EDIT: (09.09 3PM): I was able to stay up until around 1:30AM and ALMOST finish scene 1!

I'm going to make half of this movie in 2 weeks. I don't care if I fucking die of sleep deprivation, because there is literally no other option. It has to be done. And that's even though I have to make the beginning of the movie all over again and change all the camera in all scenes to a better one.

If I won't be able to make it I'm going to name it "Part 1" and make the second part 3 times better.

I won't let myself stop me from making this. No matter if it's rational or not.

Can you fucking unblock me so I can unfollow you because I'm tired of seeing your shit on my feed

EDIT: Nevermind I just blocked him myself.

also quick update I will scrap scene 1 and 2 on my shitty project because I think I have a better idea on how to start the movie

No progress.

Instead of working or trying to work my memories are coming back to me.

Shit's most likely way beyond repair now and I can't do much about it, but it doesn't change the fact that the memories hurt.

I know that it's all my fault.

I'm sorry to disappoint everybody but this animation won't come out anytime soon.

Not even on md2019 I think.

I'm too young for all of this.

I know I shouldn't be making another post like this again but it's been a long time since the last one so I guess I'm making another one.

Things have been pretty... um... bad recently. I feel empty and don't want to do like anything.

I'm focusing too much on relations with other people than the actual point of why I started doing anything here in the first place.

Room_Test isn't cancelled but I just don't want to work on it, or anything really.

That's it for now. I will keep on making posts when I feel better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dje6jW_uPPA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvasGlhbK1c

Made two tests because no content on the yt channel

I should probably be working on the big movie more but i dunno i will probably

crunch it in September lol

(I do at least have an idea for an ending, but I'm not fully sure how I want to get there, so that's a thing too I guess)

gai